We tend to look for the purpose of our lives. We tend to search for the one thing. For the one and only right job. For the one love. For the one and undivided meaning of our existence. For the one true dedication. For the special moment. For the one thing, we want to devote […]

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36/40 Over and over the very same questions are screaming in mind. Questions about my own limits and desire of control about what is to come. From what I know, from what I have discovered, from what I have experienced,  there is a set of truths that I am unable to escape from.    The […]

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The Hidden Sun

19/40 The Darkness is a tempting journey. It triggers you in unknown ways. It plays with your brain, offering it the forbidden fruit of knowledge. We all wish to know, to reveal the mysteries of the Universe. We wish to know how the things work so we can make them work for us. Even when […]

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The power of the emotions

11/40 I am almost laughing. It’s the eleventh day, I suddenly realized something that completely changes my perspective. It is even a bit shocking to me, but somehow, somehow I am finding in it some divine irony. I love that. All my life, I have felt guilty of my emotions. Being too-emotional comes nowadays as […]

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The power of self-detachment

1/40 Nothing in this world is truly mine.  I am not mine.    There are many levels of attachment – to things, to memories, to emotions, to models, to our own self-individualization. The first three are easily recognizable. Somehow we manage even to detach from the models from time to time using different techniques – […]

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My Reality

The hardest thing in my life – to stick to a reality.   This blog post is important to me. Usually, my posts are late-night expressions of something I have been through. Realized emotions, taken lessons, experience, and wishes. My posts are my little pieces of art, that is not art exactly, but my understanding […]

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The point of no return

Have you ever had that feeling that you just want to hide? To escape from the reality. To run and run and run until you reach the point of no return? To start over? To leave behind cause it is just too much to handle? I escaped from many things in my life. For the […]

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